Rebirth

I want to disappear into a world all of my own.

A place that I can become that, into which I’ve grown.

Time has transformed me, like a hermit, I need a new shell.

But I’m trapped in the one on my back, I live for those beside me in my living hell.

I want to reappear into a world that I’ve created, grown.

Where my life is mine, all I do and create, I own.

That I transformed over time, my utopia, my heaven upon this earth.

I just hope it doesn’t take death for my long wished rebirth.

Every night I pray

Day follows night

Night follows day

On knees for each

I kneel, I pray

Do not forsake me

The happiness I need

Do not forget me

Remember me please

And as day follows night

And night follows day

I look for the signs

That my wish is on its way

That I’m not forsaken

That my dream can come true

That whoever hears my prayers

Will deliver me, you.

Years ago

It was that seventies groove…
And my hips knew it,
Those dirty little sluts…
I had stars in my eyes,
Turning my scabs into scars
And the percussion beat in my heart
And possibility was my concussion
Dislodging, dislocating
I danced for love
I danced for life
I danced for…you
One track, one mind
And it was then that I wrote you a song…
Even though I didn’t know you back then
You were my prayer in secret
My wish into the mirror
The lyrics unfolded from my soul
And released into the universe…
And I felt truly alive❤️