It’s hard to describe,
The feeling inside,
The excitement that builds,
The sheer act of will.
My chest swells,
The tears well,
I’m going to see my girl.
My fingers tingle,
Thoughts never come single,
A million at a time,
Ravage my mind.
It’s so hard to describe,
The feelings that I try to hide,
For the enigma that is us,
The excitement that is brought by our love.
This hood will hide the sweetest blue eyes.
For I can’t watch you as you cry.
But I’ll revel in glee at the cries I receive.
As the sadist in me takes what you feed.
This length of cane will dispense my pain.
Pinpoint application to drive you insane.
But I’ll remain calm as I cause you harm.
Outwardly emotionless yet inwardly charged.
Biting your flesh amidst slapped caress.
Ravaging brutally into a mess.
Sodden and sore your skin oh so raw.
You beg me master, please, please no more.
Tears of joy or tragedy,
Tears shed needlessly.
Tears pour for good reason too.
Tears released over you.
Tears to cleanse, clear our sight.
Tears to strengthen will, might.
Tears to confirm all I know.
Tears to say please, please don’t go.