My turn, for night

Waiting my turn, waiting for night
Another hot flash rips me apart
Better sex, better everything…
My body is ablaze!
It’s a true midlife crisis!
A 911, with no place to call
The earth suddenly shook
And I wondered if it was my ancestors
Rolling in their graves
Turning their backs
Away from me
From what I’m doing…
I’m still going to wait
For my turn,
For the night
Middle age, sometimes it feels like a cage
But when I’m with you Beast, I feel free❤️

Years ago

It was that seventies groove…
And my hips knew it,
Those dirty little sluts…
I had stars in my eyes,
Turning my scabs into scars
And the percussion beat in my heart
And possibility was my concussion
Dislodging, dislocating
I danced for love
I danced for life
I danced for…you
One track, one mind
And it was then that I wrote you a song…
Even though I didn’t know you back then
You were my prayer in secret
My wish into the mirror
The lyrics unfolded from my soul
And released into the universe…
And I felt truly alive❤️

Yes, I did have a crush on you…

Yes, I did have a crush on you

Immediately…if you must know

Love at first sight,

I think that is what it’s called

Or is it love at first bite…

The impresario of my body

You melted bits of me

With your loving alchemy

Reorganizing the room

Where your sleeping beauty had lain

Lacing me up with all your fantasies

Tightening all my promises

Inside those corsets of our making

Until they left marks

Until you felt them too

Did we make love?

Or was it already there

Waiting for us…

My sweet sexy-hot Englishman,

I proudly wear your fang marks

The symbols of your devotion

For I am eternally yours!

I love you Beast oxoxoxoxoxo

Does it

Does it feel as good to you?

The knowledge that you’re desired.

The fact that someone craves your touch.

That he needs to feel your fire.

Does it fill your heart with joy?

Knowing he loves you with his whole being.

That he cannot wait for the next day and the next.

He understands what you mean.

Does it blow your mind my love?

That I know you feel it too.

That we are equal in all our needs.

That we love each other as we do.

As if

The moment that’s meant to last
A purpose to you and me
Hearts wrapped in a cast
Setting the breaks
Those longing aches…
Our smiles that refuse to fade
Air kisses, phone-blown
And we swim, we wade
In this gooey-love we both made
Spending our days, our lives
As if they will never end
As if we will never end

Two hearts

Two hearts
The lines combine
Shape of your lips
My tongue swallows
Filling the hallows
Two circles
Riding on a silver line
Shape of our love
My hand grasps
Reminded of those gasps
Love letters of yesterday
Hidden away for only my eye
A tin, a London eye
My soul ebulliently rushes
My body tingles with electricity
My mind clicks onto one track
Is this love?
You have made me gambol!
My love….you are my greatest gamble
In my dreams we are victorious
My tongue licking your sartorius
Your body, gates to my heaven
Your soul, my angel of mercy
Your mind, answers to my prayers
I love you Beast❤️