My turn, for night

Waiting my turn, waiting for night
Another hot flash rips me apart
Better sex, better everything…
My body is ablaze!
It’s a true midlife crisis!
A 911, with no place to call
The earth suddenly shook
And I wondered if it was my ancestors
Rolling in their graves
Turning their backs
Away from me
From what I’m doing…
I’m still going to wait
For my turn,
For the night
Middle age, sometimes it feels like a cage
But when I’m with you Beast, I feel free❤️

Yes, I did have a crush on you…

Yes, I did have a crush on you

Immediately…if you must know

Love at first sight,

I think that is what it’s called

Or is it love at first bite…

The impresario of my body

You melted bits of me

With your loving alchemy

Reorganizing the room

Where your sleeping beauty had lain

Lacing me up with all your fantasies

Tightening all my promises

Inside those corsets of our making

Until they left marks

Until you felt them too

Did we make love?

Or was it already there

Waiting for us…

My sweet sexy-hot Englishman,

I proudly wear your fang marks

The symbols of your devotion

For I am eternally yours!

I love you Beast oxoxoxoxoxo

I’m in awe of you

I’m in awe of you

The way you love

The way you make love

The way you write

The way you play your guitar

…and your bass

The way you know everything and anything to do with history

The way you seem to know everything about anything

The way you express yourself, forthright and true

The way you love your family

You are unlike any man I have ever known

You honor me everyday by being my friend

Thankyou for loving me

You are the beauty to my beast

Kill Or Be Killed

It’s kill or be killed
And I think I may need a bigger knife
Before it’s too late,
Before I’m seen
Because every spotlight…spots
And adrenaline is my passing regret
While acceleration becomes exhilaration
Stretching out my hand
I begin to understand
As my thighs clench
The thin line
Between love and hate

Ironing

Hot-pressing the crease

A vaping swirl…

Here then not

Flat on the board

The perfect fifth

Fingering your c(h)ord

Moving right…

But it’s really counter

Always cleaning life’s clock

Praying for release

Praying for the girl

Praying for one more shot

But damn you’re a sight!

Naked for this encounter

Proving to me it’s not just talk

My Dearest Beast,

You are my inspiration, my destiny, my passion!

I love you 🙂

As if

The moment that’s meant to last
A purpose to you and me
Hearts wrapped in a cast
Setting the breaks
Those longing aches…
Our smiles that refuse to fade
Air kisses, phone-blown
And we swim, we wade
In this gooey-love we both made
Spending our days, our lives
As if they will never end
As if we will never end

That Mask…

I was spinning in circles

One on top of the other, and so forth

A masterpiece, my sort-of-collage

People only seeing what they wanted

An optical delusion, my mirage

All those lies, in careful disguise

It was a picture of me, in that mask…

Do you remember the one my love?

You saw right through it

And knew what to do

You stopped me

And gave me your heart

I love you Beast❤️