I’m in awe of you

I’m in awe of you

The way you love

The way you make love

The way you write

The way you play your guitar

…and your bass

The way you know everything and anything to do with history

The way you seem to know everything about anything

The way you express yourself, forthright and true

The way you love your family

You are unlike any man I have ever known

You honor me everyday by being my friend

Thankyou for loving me

You are the beauty to my beast

Ironing

Hot-pressing the crease

A vaping swirl…

Here then not

Flat on the board

The perfect fifth

Fingering your c(h)ord

Moving right…

But it’s really counter

Always cleaning life’s clock

Praying for release

Praying for the girl

Praying for one more shot

But damn you’re a sight!

Naked for this encounter

Proving to me it’s not just talk

My Dearest Beast,

You are my inspiration, my destiny, my passion!

I love you 🙂

As if

The moment that’s meant to last
A purpose to you and me
Hearts wrapped in a cast
Setting the breaks
Those longing aches…
Our smiles that refuse to fade
Air kisses, phone-blown
And we swim, we wade
In this gooey-love we both made
Spending our days, our lives
As if they will never end
As if we will never end

My Daddy, my toy

I see…oblivion

Inside this secret world we are living in

Settled on for my ride

Pumped full of astro…glide

My daddy, my toy

Oh…the methods you and I deploy!

Yes, we can make head…

And we can also make tail…

With two shakes and a bam!

And you’re sliding in, soft like a lamb

Our new meaning for a tailspin

Is a replacement for my beloved gin…

Combining ourselves, an anagram

Is it a fever or not?

It’s breaking to never-sever…

Our love will last forever

Love me like I love you

I won’t see you again for 4 months
That thought, in and of itself
Has left me a complete mess
My insides…feel rendered
It’s a love melt-down
And I feel like I am suffocating in the fungi-cloud
I’m not even getting high
Just low, low, low
The pain is that bad
I’m so low right now…
That the world is walking all over me
My beautiful reflection…
Where have you gone?
My magical mirror…
Where I could see you…
Where I could see me…
Is it broken?
There is such beast inside this beauty…
Our beauty
I have so much love inside…
So tear me apart!
Rip me open!
Pull it out of me!
Love me like I love you❤️

Drop Off

You’ve just dropped me
Off...
At the airport
Now I’m lost in this tacky sea
With its rocky wave
Ripping me apart
Oh! The ache in my heart…
Ignoring my plea to save
Depression my old friend
You’ve come to see me again

Reddening my vision
The cut, the incision
The release….
And so my tear dropped
Into my taco salad
Mixed with that hot salsa
And that man next to me
He watched me fork it into my mouth…
Tonight I’m headed down south
In more ways than one
My life’s purpose
My play, in several acts
I pray one day
That you will stand in ovation