In the dark there can be no forgiveness
Not for me, not for you
Our whimpers have become a scream
Pains of the body where we hide
Confusing life, inside our life, inside our dream
It’s taking even more, more than we thought
And we are meant for beautiful things
So please, I need you to feel me tonight
With an open mind
In our dark there is only forgiveness
For me, and for you
This hood will hide the sweetest blue eyes.
For I can’t watch you as you cry.
But I’ll revel in glee at the cries I receive.
As the sadist in me takes what you feed.
This length of cane will dispense my pain.
Pinpoint application to drive you insane.
But I’ll remain calm as I cause you harm.
Outwardly emotionless yet inwardly charged.
Biting your flesh amidst slapped caress.
Ravaging brutally into a mess.
Sodden and sore your skin oh so raw.
You beg me master, please, please no more.
It’s kill or be killed
And I think I may need a bigger knife
Before it’s too late,
Before I’m seen
Because every spotlight…spots
And adrenaline is my passing regret
While acceleration becomes exhilaration
Stretching out my hand
I begin to understand
As my thighs clench
The thin line
Between love and hate
Intuition of my bête noire
And I could feel the insidious crack
As it raced down my heart
Trying to be the winner…
It left me in the dark scar-dust
Bifurcating stillness in its path
Shaking its head at me, the lonely sinner
I listen to the breeze whisper a curse.
The blackest of night’s shrouds covered it’s verse.
Insipid the words that worked their way in.
Dragging me down o’er dark vales of sin.
Oh how I needed a friend tonight.
A friend to guide me to the light.
And there you were my friend indeed.
There you were to bind wounds that bleed.
Shining as my beacon calling me back.
Your beauty, your love, made pain retract.
Thankyou my love I owe you my heart.
My light, my saviour, when all seemed too hard.