This hood will hide the sweetest blue eyes.
For I can’t watch you as you cry.
But I’ll revel in glee at the cries I receive.
As the sadist in me takes what you feed.
This length of cane will dispense my pain.
Pinpoint application to drive you insane.
But I’ll remain calm as I cause you harm.
Outwardly emotionless yet inwardly charged.
Biting your flesh amidst slapped caress.
Ravaging brutally into a mess.
Sodden and sore your skin oh so raw.
You beg me master, please, please no more.
It’s kill or be killed
And I think I may need a bigger knife
Before it’s too late,
Before I’m seen
Because every spotlight…spots
And adrenaline is my passing regret
While acceleration becomes exhilaration
Stretching out my hand
I begin to understand
As my thighs clench
The thin line
Between love and hate
Intuition of my bête noire
And I could feel the insidious crack
As it raced down my heart
Trying to be the winner…
It left me in the dark scar-dust
Bifurcating stillness in its path
Shaking its head at me, the lonely sinner
I listen to the breeze whisper a curse.
The blackest of night’s shrouds covered it’s verse.
Insipid the words that worked their way in.
Dragging me down o’er dark vales of sin.
Oh how I needed a friend tonight.
A friend to guide me to the light.
And there you were my friend indeed.
There you were to bind wounds that bleed.
Shining as my beacon calling me back.
Your beauty, your love, made pain retract.
Thankyou my love I owe you my heart.
My light, my saviour, when all seemed too hard.
I rise every morning,
Hard, with blurry eyes.
I reach for you my angel,
Only to sadly find.
Your not the one I’m holding,
A pillow is in my arms.
You are not here beside me,
So with a sigh I breathe to calm.
But as the disappointment ebbs,
One positive remains,
I still have my hard on,
And to waste it would be such a shame.