Tonight, right now

I want to tell you what to do
Tonight, right now
I want to tell you how to touch me
Tonight, right now
I want to tell you what to do…
Tonight and every night
This incredible burden of unhappiness
I want you to take it from me
Cut me open
Reach inside
Rip it from me
Limb from limb
Breaking the limbs as you go
I need something
I need someone
Tonight, right now

Pains of the body where we hide

In the dark there can be no forgiveness

Not for me, not for you

Our whimpers have become a scream

Pains of the body where we hide

Confusing life, inside our life, inside our dream

It’s taking even more, more than we thought

And we are meant for beautiful things

So please, I need you to feel me tonight

With an open mind

In our dark there is only forgiveness

For me, and for you

 

This Hood Will Hide

This hood will hide the sweetest blue eyes.

For I can’t watch you as you cry.

But I’ll revel in glee at the cries I receive.

As the sadist in me takes what you feed.

This length of cane will dispense my pain.

Pinpoint application to drive you insane.

But I’ll remain calm as I cause you harm.

Outwardly emotionless yet inwardly charged.

Biting your flesh amidst slapped caress.

Ravaging brutally into a mess.

Sodden and sore your skin oh so raw.

You beg me master, please, please no more.

Kill Or Be Killed

It’s kill or be killed
And I think I may need a bigger knife
Before it’s too late,
Before I’m seen
Because every spotlight…spots
And adrenaline is my passing regret
While acceleration becomes exhilaration
Stretching out my hand
I begin to understand
As my thighs clench
The thin line
Between love and hate

Too Hard

I listen to the breeze whisper a curse.

The blackest of night’s shrouds covered it’s verse.

Insipid the words that worked their way in.

Dragging me down o’er dark vales of sin.

Oh how I needed a friend tonight.

A friend to guide me to the light.

And there you were my friend indeed.

There you were to bind wounds that bleed.

Shining as my beacon calling me back.

Your beauty, your love, made pain retract.

Thankyou my love I owe you my heart.

My light, my saviour, when all seemed too hard.