Sober in my blood
But my thoughts…
They’re drunken for you
I need to be loved, please just love me
Hold me with both your hands
And lift me to our place
Take me without whimper
Because my grace is breaking
And I’m ripping out the pages
Tell me when you feel it too…
The catch in your throat
The wallow far too big
…for either of us to swallow
And our lips, softly they touch
Finding each other, finding their solace
Our disposition tender and so sweet
I love you Beast ❤️
My eyes on the cracked wall
A chart across the world
And I must really focus
From head to toe
That’s all I need to know
You left a trail of lust behind
Clouding my days
Vapors that try and bring consciousness
But I prefer my daze
Living in this haze
And so I skip and jump
I admit I need a bump
It feels like…
There’s a stone in my shoe
Every step is a miss
Landing on only one foot
And I want you
I want you so bad
But my oh my…
Flashing across my sky
Dropping those starry bits
Those milky signals
And I know we are for certain
Underneath your curtain
Is where I’ve crawled
I’m alive under your skin
Warm and free from my sin
The days fell to our feet
And we owned every single one of them
Inside each rise, we made them set
Love was where we placed our bet
We were the only game in town
A fantasy? A dream?
Under the cotton clouds
The musty deceit darkened
Our room, our passion
Fingers grasping flesh
Pinching for realness
But, we played on…
Oiled to ease
So far inside one another
Your bags that smother
This life we live, in secret
This love we give, in secret
It was a tiny bite, made with the tiniest teeth
My lips sealed on yours, but still…we made a mess
Dripping, dripping, dripping…
Until we wore each other
Our lust, our love, our secrets
The night was our last supper
And my hands were in your pockets
Digging for your confessions
And yours were squeezing my bones
Breaking all my laws
We were both killing the time
Because it went too fast
Because we couldn’t make it stop
Give me what I need,
And I’ll guarantee I’ll meet your expectations.
Give me your mouth, and more,
And you’ll feel those hip girations.
Take me to the depths you love,
And I promise I’ll sink that low,
From where we’ll rise together as one,
To heights that no one has ever known.
Give me what I need,
And I guarantee I’ll meet your demands.
Giving all to you my beauty of beauties,
With mouth, phallus, and hands.
Does it feel as good to you?
The knowledge that you’re desired.
The fact that someone craves your touch.
That he needs to feel your fire.
Does it fill your heart with joy?
Knowing he loves you with his whole being.
That he cannot wait for the next day and the next.
He understands what you mean.
Does it blow your mind my love?
That I know you feel it too.
That we are equal in all our needs.
That we love each other as we do.
Summer is hard when you live as we do.
A summer in secrecy hidden from view.
People about us all and every day.
But we find ourselves begging them please go away.
Summer is waning and drifting to fall.
At last our time comes.
And we’ll answer its calls.