Our eyes

Our eyes connected us,

Yours reflecting mine.

It didn’t seem to matter,

That you were a stranger here online.

I saw a look that looked divine,

An angel looking at me.

And as I gazed upon your gaze,

I decided you’d set me free.

Our eyes connected us,

A pale blue that I couldn’t resist.

And I know my soul was sold,

I as I looked into them as we first kissed.

Reconcile the disappointment

I reach out to touch your skin,

To hold you, to pull you in.

But air is all I feel, an empty bed,

I reconcile the disappointment in my aching head.

I can wait, it won’t be that long,

Jesus Christ I hate that repeated song.

The tune I know that you too despise,

The one that sings of all we’ll be denied.

So tonight and tomorrow the pillow will have to do.

And I hope with all my heart that one day the pillow’s replaced by you.

My Daddy, my toy

I see…oblivion

Inside this secret world we are living in

Settled on for my ride

Pumped full of astro…glide

My daddy, my toy

Oh…the methods you and I deploy!

Yes, we can make head…

And we can also make tail…

With two shakes and a bam!

And you’re sliding in, soft like a lamb

Our new meaning for a tailspin

Is a replacement for my beloved gin…

Combining ourselves, an anagram

Is it a fever or not?

It’s breaking to never-sever…

Our love will last forever

Tailspin

Shot down in flames,

Your heart feels the G’s. 

Plummeting to earth,

In a tailspin falling free.

Faster and faster,

Terminal velocity.

But someone’s there to catch you,

That someone is me.

Don’t crash burn,

Fall into my arms.

Don’t stress about the unknown,

About that that can’t harm.

Think of the horizon,

The light in our future’s path.

Think of our forever,

And the time will soon pass.

Love me like I love you

I won’t see you again for 4 months
That thought, in and of itself
Has left me a complete mess
My insides…feel rendered
It’s a love melt-down
And I feel like I am suffocating in the fungi-cloud
I’m not even getting high
Just low, low, low
The pain is that bad
I’m so low right now…
That the world is walking all over me
My beautiful reflection…
Where have you gone?
My magical mirror…
Where I could see you…
Where I could see me…
Is it broken?
There is such beast inside this beauty…
Our beauty
I have so much love inside…
So tear me apart!
Rip me open!
Pull it out of me!
Love me like I love you❤️