Beautiful Moments, Beautiful Memories

All that remains, are those beautiful moments

When together, we created our own place

My mind takes me there now

Remembering the way we kissed

Remembering the way you touched me

Remembering the way you fit your body inside of mine

I smiled for you as if every smile before was a lie

You were a pure joy, an answer to my prayers

And my heart sung, just like she sings for you now

Can you hear me my love, hear my heart?

It was darkness by choice

So we could give our souls their voice

And I have thought…

Was it them making love, and we were helpless?

Mating souls, and mating lovers

You touched me so intently, so passionately

In that place, our place…I had meaning

I miss you more than you will ever know

All that remains now, are those beautiful memories

I love you Beast

My turn, for night

Waiting my turn, waiting for night
Another hot flash rips me apart
Better sex, better everything…
My body is ablaze!
It’s a true midlife crisis!
A 911, with no place to call
The earth suddenly shook
And I wondered if it was my ancestors
Rolling in their graves
Turning their backs
Away from me
From what I’m doing…
I’m still going to wait
For my turn,
For the night
Middle age, sometimes it feels like a cage
But when I’m with you Beast, I feel free❤️

My ignition of mercy

Sticking to me
Crackling, popping
Exuding such powerful magnetism
Yet, it was clinging to nothing but static
But then…all at once
And out of nowhere…
My summer of love!
Culminating in our future mating
How lucky are we?!?
This creative expression
Like thumbs pressing
Leaving behind only their hollow-impression
Then nothing at all but a memory
Until you found me,
and I found you!
Your poems of love
Your poems of need
Your poems of sorrow
Your poems of sex
Oh my love!
I read you….right into me!
And you were
My ignition of mercy 
Setting me free
Opening me up
With every stroke….you fingered
Banishing all the hurt that lingered 
We were both swimming with the fishes 
Cleaning everybody else’s dirty dishes
Hoping for a better day
Hoping for a better way
And then there was YOU!!!!!!!
My Ziggy…zagging on stripes made of Stardust
The man who grabbed hold of the entirety of my lust
And held it out for me to see
Showing me how love really could be
I love you💕