As if

The moment that’s meant to last
A purpose to you and me
Hearts wrapped in a cast
Setting the breaks
Those longing aches…
Our smiles that refuse to fade
Air kisses, phone-blown
And we swim, we wade
In this gooey-love we both made
Spending our days, our lives
As if they will never end
As if we will never end

darkest days and nights

On the darkest days and nights,

I think of you.

I smile, I cry,

Both are true.

For love at arms length,

Isn’t a hard trial.

But coping with the need,

Can truly be vile.

Our minds have too much time,

Thinking the worst.

Lashing out at nothing,

The bubble nearly bursts.

Then it happens,

The epiphany of truth,

Then it happens,

I remember you.

All calms,

Fears ebb away.

And I thank you my Beauty,

For your love on those days.

I’m looking to October

I miss your touch,
Your smooth sweet skin.
I miss our time,
Our carnal sin.
I’m looking to October,
To soothe my soul.
I’m looking to October,
To make me whole.
Nothing and no-one,
Can do what you do,
No-one else could ever give me you.
I miss your taste,
Your aroma I love.
I can’t wait for October,
I can’t come fast enough.

Reconcile the disappointment

I reach out to touch your skin,

To hold you, to pull you in.

But air is all I feel, an empty bed,

I reconcile the disappointment in my aching head.

I can wait, it won’t be that long,

Jesus Christ I hate that repeated song.

The tune I know that you too despise,

The one that sings of all we’ll be denied.

So tonight and tomorrow the pillow will have to do.

And I hope with all my heart that one day the pillow’s replaced by you.