The Dream That I Hold

To hold you, to soothe you,

To make things right.

To snuggle, to cuddle,

Each and every night.

Dreams that I hold,

So close to my heart.

The dream that one day,

I’ll not have to depart.

To kiss you, to touch you,

Is what I want now.

To stroke, to caress,

To not have to bow.

The dream that I hold,

Almost as tight as I hold you.

The dream that one day,

I’ll not whisper adieu.

The Moment It Chafes

The moment chafes
Crinkling up my nostrils
Giving me…pause
When what I really need are paws
I’m in the open water this time
And my legs fight to float
Tweet, chirp, tweet
Must keep this bird in my box
Purr, meow, purr
A blow back so fierce
Ready or not here comes love
Living in a bell jar
My fingers have no traction
It’s a solitary solo
Will my screech crack the glass?

Sober Blood

Sober in my blood
But my thoughts…
They’re drunken for you
Slurring, blurring
I need to be loved, please just love me
Hold me with both your hands
And lift me to our place
Take me without whimper
Because my grace is breaking
And I’m ripping out the pages
Tell me when you feel it too…
The catch in your throat
The wallow far too big
…for either of us to swallow
And our lips, softly they touch
Finding each other, finding their solace
Our disposition tender and so sweet

I love you Beast ❤️

Season of Folly

Tomorrow more than any other day, my heart will yearn in every way.

My soul will ache with need for you, for all you bring, all you do.

They tell us tis the season to be jolly, tis not to me, tis the season of folly.

For I live in falsely built decore, always wishing for you, for more.

So Santa can call his ho ho hoes, but I cant wait for the echoes to go.

Christmas is hell without the one I love.

Alive Under Your Skin

My eyes on the cracked wall
A chart across the world
And I must really focus
From head to toe
That’s all I need to know
You left a trail of lust behind
Clouding my days
Vapors that try and bring consciousness
But I prefer my daze
Living in this haze
And so I skip and jump
I admit I need a bump
It feels like…
There’s a stone in my shoe
Every step is a miss
Landing on only one foot
And I want you
I want you so bad
But my oh my…
Your meaty-OR
Flashing across my sky
Dropping those starry bits
Those milky signals
And I know we are for certain
Because…
Underneath your curtain
Is where I’ve crawled
I’m alive under your skin
Warm and free from my sin

Take Me Apart

The lights up ahead
Are headlights instead
Welcome, but blinding
Their passion, becomes our prosecution
And will you walk your fingers
Along my spine…?
See me Daddy! Prone to your will
My body is your arena
So, please do what you do!
Look into my eyes
And they will give you a clue…
With each lick upon my tiny heart
You take me apart 

I LOVE YOU!

Every night I pray

Day follows night

Night follows day

On knees for each

I kneel, I pray

Do not forsake me

The happiness I need

Do not forget me

Remember me please

And as day follows night

And night follows day

I look for the signs

That my wish is on its way

That I’m not forsaken

That my dream can come true

That whoever hears my prayers

Will deliver me, you.

Flames of Love

The after glow of a steady burn,

As embers dim, stoking I yearn,

Memories of nights set aflame,

Smiling fondly, I’m sure you’re the same.

I’ll never forget, what you give,

I hope you know, it’s for you I live,

It’s only you that lights my eyes,

It’s only you I need by my side.

So now I wait, as you, so patiently,

Waiting for our flames, again set free,

Then we’ll lie together, side by side,

To see the flames of love reflected in gazing eyes.

There are days

There are days when we miss each other.

There are days we somehow can’t connect.

There are days we both wish our lives would align.

There are days we can’t do what we both expect.

Those days seem to mock us, laugh at our plight.

Those days suck, they’re stealing us of precious time.

Those days drag, they are the longest grind.

Those days hurt cos I can’t be yours, or you mine.

There are days when we miss each other.

There are days we somehow can’t connect.

There are days we both wish our lives would align.

There are days that I wish that we were  wed.