Lyft me up

It was a lyft coming right at me
Crossing the line, you just don’t
And my heart seized
Remembering how you teased

How we giggled as we followed one another
Deep into our never never land
Our promises, our swearing
We made our BFF pact…
This would be an adventure of a lifetime

And then,
My cat-like reflexes averted disaster
My path took another swerve

Alive Under Your Skin

My eyes on the cracked wall
A chart across the world
And I must really focus
From head to toe
That’s all I need to know
You left a trail of lust behind
Clouding my days
Vapors that try and bring consciousness
But I prefer my daze
Living in this haze
And so I skip and jump
I admit I need a bump
It feels like…
There’s a stone in my shoe
Every step is a miss
Landing on only one foot
And I want you
I want you so bad
But my oh my…
Your meaty-OR
Flashing across my sky
Dropping those starry bits
Those milky signals
And I know we are for certain
Because…
Underneath your curtain
Is where I’ve crawled
I’m alive under your skin
Warm and free from my sin

Sometimes

Sometimes set backs aren’t what they seem.

Sometimes they are the opportunities that lead to our dreams.

Sometimes things aren’t presented as we’d like.

Sometimes we need to work out what we need to thrive.

Sometimes uncertainty clouds our minds and ideas.

But know this my love, you have nothing to fear.

My Beauty, we’re being tested again and we’ll make the best of it and thrive.

I love you, always will, forever!

❤☠☠❤

 

Ironing

Hot-pressing the crease

A vaping swirl…

Here then not

Flat on the board

The perfect fifth

Fingering your c(h)ord

Moving right…

But it’s really counter

Always cleaning life’s clock

Praying for release

Praying for the girl

Praying for one more shot

But damn you’re a sight!

Naked for this encounter

Proving to me it’s not just talk

My Dearest Beast,

You are my inspiration, my destiny, my passion!

I love you 🙂

Doomed

Oh black veil of depression envelop me not.

Silence rewards her with sorrow moribund to rot.

A beast that hath scorned is a beast that will know pain.

For I am the beast that karma will burn in misery’s flames.

Purgatory will hold my soul for I cannot leave.

Truth be truth for there are no lies in this self deceit.

I will die wanting more than I ever deserved.

And I will live long stinking here like a putrid evil turd.

More than ordinary

And there she was…
My mistress, my mind
Giving me something to believe in
I am but a slave
To her silent whispers
And her wicked demands
My involuntary compulsions
Encouraged, and at last celebrated
And she cuts me
Deeper than deep
Just to see if I’ll bleed
And when I do…
She says it’s the scars that define us
It’s the proof
That our life was more than ordinary

Love me like I love you

I won’t see you again for 4 months
That thought, in and of itself
Has left me a complete mess
My insides…feel rendered
It’s a love melt-down
And I feel like I am suffocating in the fungi-cloud
I’m not even getting high
Just low, low, low
The pain is that bad
I’m so low right now…
That the world is walking all over me
My beautiful reflection…
Where have you gone?
My magical mirror…
Where I could see you…
Where I could see me…
Is it broken?
There is such beast inside this beauty…
Our beauty
I have so much love inside…
So tear me apart!
Rip me open!
Pull it out of me!
Love me like I love you❤️