I woke at 4am to spend every last minute I could with you.

I watched you as you slept.

I pondered waking you, kissing you, ravishing you, but couldn’t.

I looked at your sweet smooth youthful visage, your contented beautiful youthful face. 

You looked happy, so happy!

I fell in love with you again.

As I did on everyone of the last five days. 

But this morning as I watched you, I fell deeper than I ever imagined I could. And you know the depths I have, you know the imagination I can conjure.

Beauty, this morning I fell again and I will keep falling until we find eternity, and there we will fall into one another’s hearts forever.

I have so much more than love for you…

So much more…

Thankyou for allowing me to be a part of your life.

☠☠