I want to tell you what to do
Tonight, right now
I want to tell you how to touch me
Tonight, right now
I want to tell you what to do…
Tonight and every night
This incredible burden of unhappiness
I want you to take it from me
Cut me open
Reach inside
Rip it from me
Limb from limb
Breaking the limbs as you go
I need something
I need someone
Tonight, right now
Tag: despair
Pains of the body where we hide
In the dark there can be no forgiveness
Not for me, not for you
Our whimpers have become a scream
Pains of the body where we hide
Confusing life, inside our life, inside our dream
It’s taking even more, more than we thought
And we are meant for beautiful things
So please, I need you to feel me tonight
With an open mind
In our dark there is only forgiveness
For me, and for you
Kill Or Be Killed
It’s kill or be killed
And I think I may need a bigger knife
Before it’s too late,
Before I’m seen
Because every spotlight…spots
And adrenaline is my passing regret
While acceleration becomes exhilaration
Stretching out my hand
I begin to understand
As my thighs clench
The thin line
Between love and hate
Love me like I love you
I won’t see you again for 4 months
That thought, in and of itself
Has left me a complete mess
My insides…feel rendered
It’s a love melt-down
And I feel like I am suffocating in the fungi-cloud
I’m not even getting high
Just low, low, low
The pain is that bad
I’m so low right now…
That the world is walking all over me
My beautiful reflection…
Where have you gone?
My magical mirror…
Where I could see you…
Where I could see me…
Is it broken?
There is such beast inside this beauty…
Our beauty
I have so much love inside…
So tear me apart!
Rip me open!
Pull it out of me!
Love me like I love you❤️