I do behave
Hiding my lust in a cave
Days go by
I watch them from my window
With a sultry eye
It’s the healing, I know
Fingers that could save
Instead fall short of a Queen’s wave
The insecurity of my lie
Faded into bits of a stale rainbow
Disappearing like a cold sigh
A half-hearted nonsensical blow
And I can’t catch what’s escaping
It moves too fast
And my bones are too achy
Is this the meaning perpetuating?
Happiness at last?
I will live a life unseen
Except by you, my closeted self
Craving the biggest cock
To suck and to hold
To cherish and love
I will ride your magic cock
As if it’s a carpet
Taking me here and there
Living out my fantasies, flying around
Like the most real realities
I crave, I crave…I crave
Wearing the craving like
A pair of jeans I have no business wearing anymore
Yet……
I still do.
